i wish.

I wish.



I wish my dad didn't have to die and leave me all alone in this world.

I wish my good friend didn't have to die on me.

I wish i am able to tell people close to me how i really feel.

I wish i am able to express my thots clearly into words.

I wish i am able to trust people more, but how do i know who is who?

I wish i had more girlfriends, but then again do i really want them?

I wish my mom really noticed how i feel about certain things and people.

I wish i wasn't so insecure.

I wish i wasn't so emotionally unstable.

I wish i had those instincts that warn you when things aren't going well.

I wish i could have trusted my instincts more.

I wish i wasn't so stuborn atimes.

I wish i was alot stronger.

I wish i had alot of faith in my own abilities.

I wish i have the drive to go on.

I wish i had someone to talk to, to really confide in.

I wish i were closer to God.

I wish love didn't have to hurt so much.

I wish i had realised that he was the real thing when he walked pass me.

I wish i had put 100% into the relationship.

I wish i hadn't cheated on him.

I wish he could have forgiven me.

I wish he could have given me a chance to earn his love & trust again.

I wish that he didn't have to leave me.

I wish i have the strenght to carry on.

I wish he understood me better.

I wish he was willing to give me a last chance to prove myself.

I wish life was a bit easier.

I wish i didn't feel so lonely.

I wish it wasn't too late.

But it looks liks it is..........



i wish..